I Wanna Break Free!!!!!

Exams are over

2006-02-24T12:37:00.000+08:00

finally, my exams are over. Nothing to be happy about really. Haven't been quite happy lately. Nothing seems to be able to keep me going for long. i am really tired. Tired of all the shits that never seems to end. i understand that you are also stress too, however, i just wish that the tone of voice when you talk to me will be better. I dunno when will my next blog entry be. But i certainly ain't going to close my blog as this is my blog and i have every right on what to do with it and also what to write in it.

Feeling Fucked up....

2005-12-15T02:53:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone... i jus realised that i haven't been blogging for a long long time already. Well, have been busy with school and also working recently thats why i have got no time to blog. I am currently working in SPC pasir ris and also Sunshine bread's delivery man. however, i think i will most likely quit the latter job... i also dunno why i have feeling so fucked up recently. Truths that i do not wanna know are uncovered and i seems to be in a complete loss of words. Maybe that is why i am feeling so down. Maybe its better that i just concentrate on my school work and work and don't bother. Turn a deaf ear to evrything. I dunno. there are alot of questions mark on my head and i just can't seems to find an answer to all the questions. I am at a loss. so so lost. Wondering if there is indeed a true meaning in life. To the particular someone, you broke my heart with the things you said with such true conviction, and yet, you can have a complete turnaround within minutes. It really makes me wonder..... how deep is ur feelings towards me?? Is it being together because u are unwilling to forgo the comfort zone in which u are in for so long or it is other reason or is it for the magical word of love?? I leave it up to u to fill me in...

"Just when everything seems so right and according to script, you came up with a moment of madness to spoils it all" Daniel Tan

Projects Projects Projects

2005-11-30T01:41:00.000+08:00

Projects are here again. After 1 semester outta school, i am beginning to feel the project rush all over again. Btw, i have finally uploaded my Japan HongKong trip on 30 Oct to 7th Oct 2005. Just click on the link provided.. Thats all i guess. Take care.....

http://danieltanxh.shutterfly.com

Welcome Back to TP

2005-11-15T01:17:00.000+08:00

Hi Everyone. I am finally back to school and hence shall start blogging with immediate effect. Just came back from Tokyo and HongKong trip with Dearie and the rest. I would like to take this opportunity for making the HongKong part of my trip such a bliss. Jasmine, Kailing, Glenn, Jerms and Jay. Thank you all. Also not forgetting my dearest Dearie for making the Japan part of the trip so so memorable for the both of us. Yeah, not forgetting... To my Darling Jasmine, She will be celebrating her birthday this Wednesday. Would like to wish you a happy happy happy Birthday. Shan't review your age huh.. Cause gals age are secret. lolx... Also, for my colleagues at Diners reading my blog, i have not forgotten you all too. Especially Kit and Jolyn. Thank you for clearing my shit ya? Haha.. Gonna catch up with you guys really soon. Basically, its back to school already. Thank god i will only have 3 exam subjects to conquer. I hope i will be able to graduate on time man. I think i have yet to attend a single NE talk to date. Haha. Nothing much. Feeling super lazy. I promise i will upload my holiday pictures soon ok? I will let the pictures do the talking. Haha.. Gonna go back and sleep now. Feeling so tired. Haha.. cheers

Finally Its Ending its 07 Months

2005-10-18T14:23:00.000+08:00

Finally, my attachment in Diners is coming to an end. To be precise, it is 8 days and i am home and dry. Well, today have been feeling really really lousy. Dunnow why also. Maybe its jus a mood swing. erm.. will be leaving with a pretty heavy heart. Some peepz will know what i am talking about. well, just feeling very sian and thats why i decided to blog.. nonsense i would say.. haiz.. guess i will just end off here.. to end here with a quote... exact words of wat my frens said to me... "living in denial is to protect ones self from being hurt, telling a lie just to hide ones denial is the stupidess thing to do"...... cheers

Fuck Off!!!!

2005-08-27T11:26:00.000+08:00

It is turning out to be another sucky saturday for me. Came to work with a pretty pleasent mood because i had so much fun yesterday night out with the guys at Carnival. Glenny boy went up to sing with the band i must say that he did pretty well with his "desperado." All of a sudden, i just realise that i need to compensate about $90 today because i freaking underquoted a bangkok package..Fuck man.. already so dead broke already and still need to compensate and compensate. Really feel very worn out by all this shit already. Actually there is no one to blame except for me myself only lor. haiz.. freaking hell... haiz.. there is a saying " when the going gets tough, the tough gets going". Well, shall go and do my e-journal now. its almost deadline already.

Showing appreciation

2005-08-19T09:58:00.000+08:00

Here is an extract taken from Jay's friendster....
"Do you all know what is the reason of living ? Going for your happiness?There will always be another day to say "I love you," and certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can do? But just in case I might be wrong, and today is all I get, I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forgetTomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike, and today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight. So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today? For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day, that you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss and you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish. So hold your loved ones close today, and whisper in their ear, tell them how much you love them and that you'll always hold them dear." Don't you people find it very true?? How many of us are actually guilty of such act? Maybe 9 out of 10 people? Why must often people take the things that they possess for granted and regretting big time only when they have lost the plot? Why is it so typical of human being that they are often plague by such bad habits? Isn't it nice and sweet to show be nice and sweet to that very special someone and not the other way round? Why do we have to expect so much when we ourselve are victims of our wrong doings? According to the book of bible, it said, God's love for us is unconditional. So why can't we just show the same kind of unconditional love. Peepz might think that he is god and we are only human beings. Yes, but my point is, why do we humans always often takes things for granted until the thing is gone forever? Why can't we be more appreciative of the people/things that are around us? Peepz, we only live once in this lifetime and life is fucking short. So if you peepz think that you are guilty of such act, please make it an effort to show more attention and shower more love to your love once now before its too late. People often say that the greatest gift that a person can often get is love and i must agree so. Love can't make or break someone, hence instead of living in agony one day, please do something about it. Life is short, why wait. Only when you love to appreciate the things you have around you, then you also better appreciate yourself better. I also dunno why i am blogging about this also. Just suddenly feel like blogging about this topic i guess. Today is friday, shan't get to stress up by work or what. Watched Tim Sum Dollies with the gang yesterday, kinda good as it provided me with a good laugh that i have been seriously lacking in the past few months of attachment. Ok la, shall end of here. I have been blogging for way too long already. Take care peepz and have a good weekend ahead....

I am not working this Sat

2005-08-17T11:19:00.000+08:00

Yeah... JW has just changed her off day with me this Sat. Which means, i need not work this Sat. Can go party on both Friday and Saturday. At least i will have a little bit of life back this weekend. Think most probably gonna meet cardin for a petrolling session.. Its only 2weeks and it seems like a terribly long time since i last saw him. The mood when i first saw him the other day was a little awkward at first but as time goes by, we sorta enjoy each others company like how we were before. I was really great seeing him after so long and i must say that i am really glad. Nothing really happend yesterday apart of me fetching dearie to see a doctor. I also took that opportunity to give her a piece of my mind which i see, can only help improve our relationship even more. I love you Dearie. haha.. its now 1132hrs in the office, i will be going for lunch at 1230hrs today, hence, one more hour to go. I am practically hibernating recently at work. Dunno what is happening also. The 7th month is here and it is really quiet all around. Haha. I dunno why but i am so so happy that i am not working this saturday. yeah... Dearie is working afternoon shift today and i will only get to see her at about 8plus tonight. most probably i will have meeting today and hecne, i wun have to wait that long for her. I seriously duno what i am writing about now.. Ok.. gtg and continue hibernating..... My favourite passtime over the past few days.. god help me...

Bad habit again

2005-08-16T10:46:00.000+08:00

Seems like my bad habit is getting onto me. It seems like i am blogging away during work time again. God knows what is happening to me again. Seriously, life has been rather monotonous recently. Eat, sleep, work and eat... Everyday seems like a normal routine. Taking the same route to work everyday, driving on the exact same lane, eating the same food over and over agin for lunch, stonning helplessly at my computer at work, completely mind blank giving tuition at night etc... I absolutely loaft this kind of life. Why can't the Daniel be like the way he use to be. Happy go lucky? I also dunno what is happening. Like what i said in my previous entry, i wanna break free and seriously i really do.. I want quits. I don't want also to be associated with anything in this world. Just feel like isolating myself and lead my own fucking world. Sick and tired of leading a life to please. Whats the point? Poor thing. Dearie is sick at home today. Shall bring her to see doctor after work later. I miss her. I also dunno what is happening within me myself that i am always lethagic and temperamental. Haiz.. i also dunno what i am talking about already. Shall end here already. Lets pray hard that the next half of the day will be more bearable and also enjoyable.... get well soon dearie.. missing ya lots... muackz...

Hibernating.........

2005-08-15T15:16:00.000+08:00

well well wel... There i go again.. starting to hibernate in the office again. Its the lunar 7th month and i must say that business is really really bad. I also dunno why. Seems to have a strange feeling of wanting to break free all of a sudden. Breaking free from what you might ask? Seriously i have got no god damn idea. Last weekend was great i must say.. Friday day i was down at Chinablack for Mandy's birthday... Ended up having a drinking duel with Kailing until the point came when Jay came to buy a drink that turns out to be the knock out punch for mandy to say goodbye to chinablack. Haha. As i drank pretty much, after much persuading from glenn and dearie did i relent and let dearie drive my car. Wow.. i must say that dearie's driving has improve le.. Getting faster and faster huh?? On came saturday, went to work in the morning before heading out for a shopping session by myself. I seriously think i am turning into someone strange or something. Think i also suffer from PMS. haha. Saturday night was more typically daniel i must say... Went to Indochine for dinner with Ling, Mr Cat(Qi Yuan), Dearie and a couple of Lng's friend. I just love the seafood soup there.. if there are some tiger beer to go along, it will be so much better... haha... After that, i gave them a lift to MoMo before Dearie and i ended up at Carnival in Chijmes for some drinks. I ordered three jugs of tiger beer. After ordering, i sorta regret, that why, when i got the call from Cosmo and knew that he wants to come, i was esthetic... hah.. well, the live band there is great.. peepz.. if u guys are looking at a great place to chill, Carnival at Chijmes is definately a place to be. Nothing happend on Sunday and all of a sudden, i am back in my office working again. Its currently 1530 and there is exactly 3 hours more before i knock off work.. Super sian.. dread comin to work recently... Also dunno wat is happening to me.. I just feel like taking a long long break... away from everything.. Can i?? 58.5 workings days to go including Natas travel fare. Ok.. shall end here and continue hibernating.. I hope to have more things to do... haiz...

sorry

2005-07-20T14:45:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone.. I just read through my current blog posting. OMG. What is happening to me. There is so many spelling mistake. Peeps reading my blog, please pardon me as i am blogging during work time you know.. so have to very alert... lolx.. since now got time.. shall go write my e-journal already... haha... thanks and good day

I am blogging in the office.. Hohoho

2005-07-20T14:18:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone.. I shall follow in the footsteps of my fellow colleague Ms JW(Jolyn) and also blog in the office. Now low season ma. So not very busy but htere is still quite a lot of quotation for me to send out. haha. Last Friday, i had complete freedom as my family went away for a holiday to CNX and BKK. I am home alone. haha.. Can have a fag whenever i want to in the house. Wow.. My dearie came to stay at my place every since friday night. Today is already Wednesday and my dearie has been staying at my place for 5 nights liao. haha.. ok.. now let me summarise my weekend. Friday night. Went boozing with Jerms, Cosmo and Dearie. End up, Cosmo and Jerms became totally drunk. Haha.. One the way for our boozing session, saw an AE86. Totally like the one in the movie Initial D. Haiz... laugh until i almost died. haha. Then came saturday, went to work with a bad hangover, then off for lunch with my aun and uncle at Coca Restaurant. The one Kailing,Jasmine, Jay, Ting, Qi yuan and i went the other time. Eat until i cannot walk man... then hor, evening, went to Holland V with Dearie for dinner at Crystal Jade. 2 of us, eat so much until we cannot walk again. But the char siew bao is very good man. Came Sunday... I think me and Dearie full until we didn't breakfast or lunch... Then dinner, went to Pasta Mania at Harborfront to eat.. haha... then came monday... Me and dearie machiam married couple like that. Go to work in the morning together. Dearie very sweet, even though she starts work at 0930, she still wake up at 0645hrs and left the house at 0730 together with me. Also.. no forgetting, Dearie cooked for me.. On monday night, Dearie wenthome earlier to cook dinner for me to wait for me to get home to eat. Unfortunately, she borrowed car from me. So i had to take a train back. haha. After dinner on monday, we went down to can cafe to meet Kailing, jasmine, ting and jay... slack until 12plus before going home. lolx.. oh ya... one more thing is that Dearie and i will be going to Japan on the 30th Oct. We are on the CX hongkong for free package. On our way back from Japan, we will be meeting jasmine, kailing and co in Hongkong for massive massive shopping before returning back to singapore. Dearie and mine tickets are all issued already. Cause we all kiasu because we know that cx gonna increase fuel tax, therefore we choose to issue our tickets now. haha... ok la... getting bored of blogging le... gonna continue with my quotation...

I am back blogging again

2005-07-09T12:42:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone.. for those of you who have been an avid visitor to my blog must be feeling rather surprised ya?? Its been so so long. So long since i last blog. The last time i blog can you guys imagine is 29 april when i was in japan. Haha. I am sitting here at my desk doing nothig as today is saturdays and also those snorbbish INDIANS from Citibank or bloody hairy Germans Freaks from Daimer Chrysler are not working today. Actually, I got alot of things to do, however, its saturday man, so just let it go. Shall save all my work till monday. I also dunno what to blog now leh. Have been completely tired the entire week. This job is really stresful man. Monday came to work to resolve the problem of my bloddy agent coupon. Tuesday, flights got HX. Unable to rebook. Call JAL, beg and beg.. finally managed to get them confirm on waitlist... woww... so so happy. Wednesday.. Out for seminar at Jetabout holidays about trafalgar. Yesterday, receive an ADM for flight wastage. Wow.. I wanna faint already.. Haha but i am really glad man. Cause i really get to learn alot and learn to dig deep in times of trouble.. haha.. i also dunno what i am typing now cause i am now looking at my watch, it shows, 5 more mins to 1pm. Time to go off for the weekend already man.... Away from those bloody snorbbish bankers and stupid germans. Maybe shall head to one of the banks roadshow and give trouble huh??? EVil.. Seriously, i really dunno what i am writing here... hahaha... 4 more mins... ok la... shall end here... will go toilet, shut down computer and go back.. hahaha... lastly.. i jus wanna say i miss my dearie... poor thing.. she needs to work till 530 today... hahaha..... hope to see her soon... to all my frens on attachment now, enjoy your weekend... you deserve it... XIng Ku le... To Hazel... I believe everything will be fine soon.. Hang in there... i am also hanging in there and i believe yu will too... never give up.. anything can call me..... to Jas and Kailing at SMA, jia you ar... Thats about it i guess....

おげんきですか？わたしわ　日本いきます！

2005-04-29T13:59:00.000+08:00

はい。こにちわ、わたしわ　日本いきます。Ok shall write in proper english now. I am now in Narita airport waiting for my flight back to singapore. Its about 3pm now in tokyo, 2pm in singapore. The group of passengers i have with me during the tour were really nice people to work with. Really enjoyed myself. Erm.. can't wait to get back to singapore to see HER. Its been so long already. Nvm, we will be heading to Kuala Lumpur for a short holiday tomorrow already. haha.. things here is really expensive lor. haiz... ダイジョオブ。shall go back to the normal life of singapore really soon. haha.. ok.. i have got to go.. gonna head towards the gateto board my flight soon already... anyone wanna ask me out, can call me after tuesday.. cuase this weekend is pack le... ごめなさい。i guess i will end here already.. wow... the japanese keyboard is so damn cool man... hahaha... okok.. gtg... to HER a.k.a Dearie... just wanna tell you i am coming back le... hang on in there... muackz... love you lots.....

hello

2005-04-25T07:52:00.000+08:00

hello everyone. i am now in my office. got to do up my handover and pass it on to my fellow colleagues who will cover my duty when i am away. haha. I am flying of today already. Kinda sad too because she is only back like for a couple of days and now its my turn to leave. However, we will be going to Kuala Lumpur for the long weekend. So can spend some time together... haha.. I just sent my mum to golden mile because she is catching a bus to genting today. Omg. iu don't believe this. she just came back from china on friday and now she is gone again. haha... freedom... haiz. but i am still gonna be very sad. I am gonna miss her too. I am seriously a goner now. I haven't even pack my stuff yet lor. haiz. finishing ork today at 3. hence can rush home and pack my stuff and meet my dearie for dinner. haha. so so happy. at least can see her before i leave lor. I guess she must be still sleeping now. she didn't get to sleep enough during the time when she was in bangkok. Spent most of her time there shopping. haha. so funny. well, thats about it i guess. nothing much to blog also. basically thats it lor.
To Dearie.. I am gonna miss you lots when i am away. You will have to take care of yourself and must have proper meals ya? must have sufficient sleep too.. lolx.. i also dunno why i am writing this in the blog. can jolly well tell her face to face man. also one more thing, dun stone too much at work k? gonna jia you. i will always be there to support you.. muackz...
To Kailing... its ok that you fail your 1.03.. dun be too dishearten.. i am sure you will make it one. rather faulter now than to faulter durng the test itself right?? hence, keep trying and i am sure you will do it one. Lastly, to all the gals, you know who you are... keep rocking.. can't wait to come back and go boogie bogie with you guys.. have fun.....

SIP @ Diners

2005-04-18T08:40:00.000+08:00

hi.. its been a long time since i last blog already. haha.. have been busy working lor. having my attachment now at diners. Peeps there are pretty nice.. haha.. i am gonna go japan next week already man.. lolx.. i am so excited. haha.. however is to go there and work la. not say go there and play man.. haha.. gonna lead a tour group of 20 to japan on the tokyo special.. this time sure die.. i have an indonesian passport holder and 14 malyasian passport holders together with me for this trip. my colleagues all advise me that it is highly possible that these people go and tiao fei ji.. omg.. stress, what to do??? wait 20 go only 6 come back how?? i will lose my job man... lolx.. i dun think so la... i am not possible to keep a look out on them every single second right?? what can i do??? haha.. generally, i am really excited... just send her to the airport just now... she will be flying off to thailand today.. not being able to see her for the next 5days.. thankfully, we got to spend the whole weekend together.. so its not that bad... she must be on the plane now man... hahaha... erm.. i am now stuck in school with nothing to do man.. supp paper will start in approximately 45mins time.. failed my damn accounting la.. i dun wanna talk about it already la. dun want it to dampen my mood. ok.. will keep you guys posted about my tokyo trip... should be able to upload some photos by then.. that is provided i master the skills of it.. hahah.. btw, i dun even know how to change my blog skins... lolx.....

Pathetic Day!!!

2005-04-01T21:06:00.000+08:00

First of all, i would like to apologise to Jerms and Mandy for my reckless driving the other day. I guess i must have scare the hell out of the two of you. Erm.. was pretty high thats why. Erm.. Just came back from a very short holidays. It was pretty good. Good hospitality and nice food.. The chicken curry was really marvellous.. However, just felt that the time was too short to really enjoy the place.. erm.. let put it this way, i spend the entire time sleeping, maybe if i were to extend another day, it will also be wasted on sleeping.. Omg.. what happened to me. Catching back on the bloody sleep that i missed out for so long.. Its time to get younger already man. haha.. Ok.. this is how it went. 31th March.. arrived at the resort at 0930local time. Found out that there isn't any rooms available to check in. Hence decided to go for a swim. Took the buggy to Nirwana to swim. After that at 1200noon, went back to the hoteol and found out that the room is still not ready yet. WTF... went jet-ski this time.. it was really great man.. lolx.. but i too scared to go too fast. after that, went back to the hotel and wash-up. Then went for lunch... erm.. Had chicken curry with 3bowls of rice while she have a piece of chicken with rice which wasn't so nice i guess. After which, its to slumberland. Wah.. we slept from like 330 till 730 in the evening before waking up reluctantly.. Its time for dinner now man.. pig right??? sure fat.. haha.. went to the Kelong, had seafood there.. it was really good man.. the chilli-crab is comparable to long beach but hor the price is so much cheaper.. wow.. after dinner, its back to slumberland again.. Wanted to go out for a walk, but hor, too tired already. horrible.. all the way till this morning. Slept until even missed the breakfast. lolx.. then hor, by the time we woke up, its like 1200.. time for check out liao.. went for the chicken curry again.. this time with 2bowls of rice.. then its time to head home already. Upon arrival in Singapore, got caught for having 2packet of Indonesian Cigarettes.. Wah lao... Got Fine by the Bloody Customs $150/- and they still destroyed the cigarettes.. Wat the F~~K... to the hell with Mr Lee and the government. It is only in god damn singapore that they have such idiotic rules....haizz... thats about it i guess.. well, overall, really enjoyed the trip with her.. Had lots of fun also.. ha.. Now its SIP time le.. Hope to go Abroad more often with her... thats all for now......

Aiyo... Horrible Daniel...

2005-03-23T16:48:00.000+08:00

The ah bui is at it again.. haiz.. the same thing happened to my pom also.. i just cannot seem to wake up in the middle of the night to study. what is happening to me??? I also dunno why... Went KTV with her and the usual guys yesterday... haha.. had a good time.. erm.. by the time i got home, it is already 12plus le.. super tired man.. just now i still went to deliver milk powder again man.. lolx... recently, i dun seem to have any energy for anything man.. i dunno why.. the only time when i seems to have abundance of energy is whenever i am with her.. lolx.. The relationship has been a real bliss so far.. i really hope it stays this way man.. lovey dovey always... To her: Watashiwa anatano kotoga aiishitemasu... and finally, you are really someone that i wanna grow old with... it takes 2 hands to clap, i am really glad that for our relationship, both hands are clapping and not just one. I am also truely bless that i have your hand to clap, together as we embark on this very special journey, a journey of love when the ending is never and the beginning is forever... I love you lots... muackz.. can't wait to see you for dinner later... thats all for now.. chaoz...

I am in the mood to blog.....

2005-03-21T20:22:00.000+08:00

Well, i am sitting here watching her dozing off right in front of my very eyes.. ha.. the feeling of bliss is just indescribable.. time really flies.. it has been 2weeks already... these time has been the best yet. haha.. today just went to school to take accounts.. haiz.. i think i need to apply leave from my work le la.. 15th of april, is the day i will go back to school when everyone else is having their exams.. blame it on my piggish nature.. she called me 4times in the middle of the nite to wake me up but i still can't do it.. i wonder what is really happening to me.. haiz.. i dunno why.. recently, i tend to think alot of stuff... one moment i could be enjoying myself out with her, the very next moment, i could be having a terrible mood swing after she has gone home.. ha.. i think its not healthy at all man.. lolx.. watashiwa hana o tabemasu... well, can't wait for the holidays to be here.. every single trip i make to school nowadays seems like a drag for me.. i dunno why also... one last thing... to kailing, ling, huiting and jasmine, you all really think i am older than jay ar??? wah piangz.. liddat means i look >25??? omg... if that is the case, i really need to do something about it already... haha... ok.. gonna end here.. feeling sleepy.. seeing her doze off, i also feel like dozing off too.. lolx.. till the next time.. chaoz...

Long time no blog...

2005-03-15T16:44:00.000+08:00

wah.. finally, back to blog already. its has really been a long long time since i last blog man. haha.. really busy recently with work/school/project! anyway, i secure my attachment placement at diners already. No company wants me... well, the person at diners thinks i am a gay.. i think i have been rather stonish and stupid. maybe its because jacki keep on remphasising the fact that i am stupid. lolx. i think i need a break. i want to go on a holiday.. lolx.. yup, i guess thats all for now...haha

wow....

2005-01-03T21:33:00.000+08:00

thanks alot kailing... haha.. thanks for doing up the blog for me man.. haha.. i really like it alot man... erm.. its been a long time since i last blog man.. haha.. well, gonna make up for lost time ya?? haha.. erm.. new tears eve was great.. was out with qi yuan, jamine, kailing and ling to chjimes to count down to the new year.. erm.. left the place at about 1210am.. haha.. drove all the way to kuala lumpur to meet my friends in the zouk over there.. qi yuan told me that the expressway in malaysia is really scary.. haha.. so i wore all the amulets my ah ma gave me man.. arrive in KL at about 3.20am.. headed straight for zouk.. haha.. erm.. the culture in zouk at kl is really different from the one in singapore. haha.. all the gals there are like having a mini competition to see who can wear the least.. i had a culture shock as soon as i stepped into the zouk.. haha.. however, it is a pretty good exercise for my eyes i would say.. haha.. gonna psycho my gang of friends to go there during mid-sem break man. haha.. then after clubbin there, went to hotel nikko to have supper.. then its back to singapore again... haha.. reached singapore at about 11am, then head out for supper immediately with my parents before sleeping like a pig till evening.. haha.. then was out again to the club to celebrate my sis's maids birthday.. met jasmine and ling with their respective bf at qi yuan's frens place for bbq before heading to katong to chill. saw vincent ng.. unfortunately, he is not straight.. chey.. haha.. that is more or less how i spend my weekend.. haha.. now sitting in my room reading through the airline biz book.. tml got test.. sian... i think i get paranoid too easily.. i hate it.. haiz.. gonna go back to reading my book le.. gonna blog sometime soon again... erm.. btw, who is moon in my tagboard?? ???????? haha

damn sian

2004-12-30T20:25:00.000+08:00

haiz.. its been a long long time since in last blog. haha.. well, what can i say? its has really been a boring few weeks for me. erm.. went to zouk with the usual bunch of peeps yesterday. wans't too bad. the only highlight was that it was open till 4am.. haha.. well, bothing muc happend today actually. just a very boring and laid back day i would guess. erm.. looking forward to tomorrow.. its new years eve man.. haha.. also looking forward to seeing shiela.. she will be flying in from uk to celebrate the new year.. haven't seen her for like ages already.. so it is sort of a reunion tomorrow.. well, thats all i guess.. nothing interesting happened also.. well, i will end off with this quote... "Freedom Rules"... Adios...

hi i am back..

2004-12-19T23:02:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since i last blog ya? how time flies. the year is coming to an end soon. well, so much so i will want it to end also. i just can't help it but to look forward to a brand new year, yearning for new experiences and memories to fill me all over again. well, i have been back from london for a week now. 7 days to be exact. erm.. the 4 weeks that i have spent there really changed my perceptions in alot of things. i mean, i tend to see things in a more rational and laid back form now. gone are those formalities that has been a stronghold of my life. the main purpose for me to go to england is to figure out my thoughts and get back on track again. well, to say the truth, it was effortless. i didn't even think about the sickening events that took place prior to my departure. to me, i was just a normal lad enjoying my holidays to the fullest. no form of reservation or saddness was in me. thank god for that i guess. i have also cam to realise that, i need to be more self-centered. cause it doen't pays to be nice at all ya. you will just end up being taken for a right. haha.. i guess i also put on lots of weight now.. the worst is people calling me fat. however the most tactless comments was that i am a fei zai by oe of my classmates. haha.. life has indeed returned to normal for me all over again. i am sort of making up for loss time. i felt that i had completely no life for the entire duration of last semester. i am really enjoying every minute of this already. chilling out with my pals, clubbing at zouk, talking on the phones with my mates, having fun. i am really glad to have this life back. erm.. i will never wanna lead a different kind of life again. thats the way i am. like it or not ya?? haha.. also a very special tribute to my besta mate cosmo. he has been through with me thick and thin. offering me tonnes of worthy advices. he really means alot as a fren to me. i really thank god that i have him to colour up my life everyday. thats it for now i guess. really happy to be back. well, anyone who wans to go zouk on wednesday, drop me a message ok?? i will end of here.. here is a quote by ME for today... life live to the extreme because u will never know what will happen to you tomorrow..... one last thing, for my church frens who are reading this, guys i am fine now. really fine. the trip in england made me realise how important my frens are to me rather than her.. if u know what i mean.. there is no way that i will wanna go back to the past which i deemn as broken and can never be mend anymore... take care and god bless.. see ya guys in church on thursday ya??